I want to write, but am blocked as far as what to write about...suggestions?

The things that hurt the most...

The thing that I have come to realize is that it is easier to be angry than it is to feel hurt. I keep the rage going because I know as I soon as I let go of this fiery anger, I'll be stuck with an unbearable amount of sadness and hurt.

Why is it that friends let you down and hurt you the most?

I have come to the conclusion that friendships are all well and good when you're getting to know someone and doing the fun stuff, but what really matters is being there when things are ugly or unpleasant that really matters. If you don't show up for the important stuff, then what's the point of the friendship?

I am angry and sad, but I can't rationalize my increasing feeling of betrayal...