Back again

Wow...it has been such a long time since I've written. So much stuff in such a short amount of time. Life has been hard. I'm trying to get my life together, but it's hard, and it's draining. Its a lot of work! And mom stuff, friend stuff, guy stuff...just stuff all around. I'm exhausted. I'm sick of the bull shit. I'm dying from the work i need to put in. I'm stressed about the things I can't control and sad about the things I can. I'm confused as hell. Basically Im a mess. I think its time to go to therapy.