I used to be so different. I used to feel good about myself on a fairly regular basis.
I used to be loud and outgoing and sarcastic and just so unafraid of the world. I've done a complete 180 and I don't know how or when or why that happened, and I don't know how to get back to it. But I hate the person I am now. This person is shy and quiet and always in her head and never wanting to be around people. This girl is terrified of the world, and she's so insecure it's disgusting. I hate this girl. And I have to see her every day in the mirror and think her thoughts and feel her feelings. I don't want to be this girl anymore, someone else can have this job. But how do I go back? How do I become the girl I love again? How???
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I always wanted a blog...somewhere to release all the tension that people seem to accumulate on a daily basis. Writing is my release. Even if it's just for me, and no one else sees it, it's a need, not a want.
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